I was supposed to post today a “review” of a movie I’ve seen but recent events put me in a sour mood, similar to what I’ve blogged last Christmas Eve.
Reading the post made me sigh in resignation. It’s the same old quagmire that I haven’t found a way out of just yet. Or maybe it’s just that I’ve quit fighting it and let it pull me down to its depths. At times, I get the illusion that I was able to break free and that finally, I can breathe again. But, after a while, I’ll be pulled back again. And I just let it be. After all, what right do I even have to defend myself from them? So, I walk away, as far as I can and as far as I can get.
Or maybe I’ll be able to get out when the right time comes. Honestly, I can hardly wait for such time to come.
