In life, you really can’t get things your way all the time. Yeah, I know that. However, when heart is already focused so much on getting Plan A to work out (plus, dreaming of what I’d do when Plan A works out), it’s hard to accept, knowing it will change a lot of things, undo a lot of things, and lose some. But the thing is, I should not just look onto those that I’ve lost. Many times I’ve said I rather look at what’s happening to me darkly. However, actually I may be of the optimistic kind.
I do not believe in things happening as things that are meant to happen. I believe things happen because as an effect of a relative cause, something that can be manipulated, something that can be controlled. And, of course, a tiny little part that’s uncontrolled. But do I have to linger on such uncontrollable things? Do I have to focus on those things that I should have been able to manipulate but wasn’t able to do so? I guess not.
For me, I have lost some today. But that doesn’t mean I can’t do anything anymore.
Time for Plan B. The way may be different but the goal will always be the same: fulfillment and happiness.
After all, if I can’t find the way for me, then nobody will.