I have decided: I will love Marius no more.
I will not let myself waste my affections in someone who thinks to invest his affections in another person is a waste.
I will not risk hurting myself by loving someone who wouldn’t even dare risk hurting himself for the sake of love.
I will not suffer anyone who would not dare to be fearless.
Love is a decision and I choose not to love him anymore.
A friend even suggested that I could just continue loving him but, at the same time, not to expect to be loved in return. I think I would be a hypocrite and unfair to myself, if I accept such terms.
Marius, I hope you’re reading this entry. May you realize how much you have lost when you’ve chosen the middle ground.
April 10th, 2007 at 11:59
Yehey! It’s good that you left that bastard. Someone like that doesn’t deserve to be loved by anybody. You shouldn’t make yourself suffer for that person.